Saturday October 26, 2024,
Hey,
David here. This is our first journal entry and I'm super excited, and a little scared about it. 😅 Hunter and I have been really busy these past few weeks. Between preparing to release our first EP out in November, to getting into sessions with more songwriters, artists, and producers to working on our label that we started, things have started moving a lot.
I got a remote job that allows me to work from home, but I have to travel from time to time (once per month for about a week). On top or our first EP that should be released officially in November, we’ve been working on our second EP (3 out of 6 songs are about done). We are also working on an album for 2025 (15 songs) on top of that so it’s been hectic but in a good kind of way.
Honestly though, I'm scared. Scared of the change to come. I don’t know how to describe it, but I can feel reality changing around me as I'm walking towards the person I know I’m supposed to become. I’m afraid that I won’t be able to measure up to my own standards. I feel like a crab that's outgrown its shell but now needs to find a new one to reside in.
I’m trying my best to respond to all this with excitement and open energy and I’m learning to do that day by day, but there is this fear of the unknown. I guess I’ve grown so comfortable in the unhealthy way I’ve been living life, that this new way feels foreign and I’m afraid I’ll sabotage myself. But I’m gonna keep going.
What about you? How’s your week going? How’ve you been?
- David
